That I feel like this, consuming myself with smiles and happiness.
I have not felt like this for a long time, all I have wanted to do is sit there and cry.
But tonight I feel different, I feel like... Everything is going to work out.
Oh I sure hope everything does work out.

I am purposely making myself laugh because I haven't felt the need to laugh in such a long time. And I am sober! I have not had an alcoholic beverage tonight, nor have I consumed DXM.

This is awesome.. I miss feeling like this.